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My name is Andrea Taylor. Some people might consider
me to be a middle aged, pathetic sissy transvestite. Darling, I just
love being a woman - and I can't fight it any longer. It has taken
me many years to admit to this obvious fact. However, in reality I've
been one for as long as I can remember. Once I stopped denying
this truth, it became quite apparent I've been a sissy transvestite
girly guy for my entire life, and that I will continue to be one
until the day I die. Ever since I was a little boy-girl, I've liked
wearing women's clothing, especially panties and bras. As a
teenager, I spent many hours studying the lingerie pages in the Sears
and Montgomery Ward catalog that belonged to our big busted housekeeper.
I also enjoyed borrowing her DD size bras, especially the longline
style, which held in my corpulent stomach. Of course my mother had
finer clothes and some nice girdles, too. But somehow, her smaller 34B
bra size didn't fit my flabby chest very well. Between ages 14 and
16, I was left to baby-sit for my younger siblings nearly every
Saturday night. I frequently spent this enjoyable time ensconced
in her too small women's finery, trying out lipstick and eye shadow,
panties, nylons, and whatever else I could manage to find. But I
had no idea that there were others with similar tastes.
I have always had a silly girlish body: There is little doubt that
I have a sissy body which is really quite unmasculine in shape to begin
with, which I certainly have tried to make into an asset . I was never
very good at sports as a child. I have always thrown a baseball
like a girl- with a bent elbow and not much shoulder- inaccurately, not
very far or hard. Sort of like you might throw a marshmallow. As a
child I was grossly fat, slow, and never picked for sports teams at
recess. So I spent much time playing girls' games.
As you can see from nearly nude photos of me, my body is naturally
hairless, with curves and muscle mass similar to a woman athlete's.
Through running and weight training I have accentuated this similarity-I
simply can not bulk up like a normal male. In fact, at the gym
where I work out regularly, many of the women have larger muscles than
I'll ever have. I even run like a girl-and that is not
intentional, it's just me. I have been mocked for the feminine
style of my running form on many occasions. And not just because I
sometimes wear tight body suits and short shorts.
I love shopping, in case you didn't know! My preference would be from
high end European designers, but I'm afraid I can't afford sexy clothing
from Moschino, Versace, or even a Chanel suit ( my dream). So I'll
just have to be satisfied with slut wear, like lycra dresses, etc.
Trying to limit my wardrobe to black as much as possible, with few other
colors. Simpler, sexier, and more elegant.
I photograph myself with multiple small strobes, umbrellas, flash meters,
and a mirror, with mixed success. As a would be amateur photographer
with a lot of Nikon equipment, etc, but not really educated in
studio photography. (when I got my first computer I stopped taking
photos) Would love to have a photo session with other sexy, pretty
girls.
I have been dressing seriously on and occasional basis for the past 13
years. I discovered early on that my appearance was quite acceptable to
the TG community, and have received a lot of positive reinforcement from
GG's as well. Andrea Taylor was featured on the cover of several issues
of Girl Talk as well as 4-5 of the Executive Imports publications, between
1990 and 1994. Since then she has won several beauty contests on
the web, as well as the amateur Female Impersonator lip-synch contest at
the Rose Room, Village Station in Dallas, TX. This has all had the
effect of reinforcing my desires to be be a sexy female impersonator.
Its funny; I look in the mirror, and I see Andrea, even when I'm not
wearing her attire. I certainly can't and won't stop this
intensely pleasurable activity.
The web has been a boon for Andrea. She has authored several popular
sites. Her web page, entitled Andrea Taylor's Sissy House of Forced
Womanhood is found at http://www.geocities.com/sissyandrea.rm/backdoor.html
The day I got my V-string in the mail, it totally transformed my psyche
from sissy male to ravenous female in a pathetic male body. I could not
believe how pleasurable it would be to look in the mirror and see a
vagina between my legs! To touch my crotch, and feel soft lips was
wonderful. My truest desire is to be chastised, corseted, bra and
pantied, feminized with near toxic doses of estrogens until my balls
whither and my scrotal sacs hang loose and empty, my cock permanently
limp, chastised by hormones! Then I'd love to have breast
implants and be permanently locked into the new sheath V-string for the
rest of my life!
Thanks again! Andrea |