Three days ago I woke in a New Jersey hospital. Kit, Bobby and Tony were in my room. As I woke Kit and Bobby broke into tears, Tony Ask me how I felt? I have a head ache, I said, what happened ? You were in an accident with a truck. Where is Sally? I ask. I'm so sorry Kay, Sally Didn't make it. Oh my god, what happened? A big rig trailer jack knifed in front of you coming toward you and the trailer hit Sally's car, she tried to miss it and slid into it, her door hit the left corner of the trailer, she was killed instantly, I'm very sorry, You have been out almost thirty six hours. the doctor said you have very serious bruising and a mild concussion but you can go home as soon as you come around and he checks you over. Tony get me out of here, take me home.

          This morning was Sally's memorial after she was cremated yesterday. Kit, Bobby, Tony, Christine and Sally's entire crew, George and several of the people she has worked with over the last ten years were there. Bobby counted over a hundred people. Sally has been my best friend for twenty five years and has been everything to me. How will I go on without her? At our flat all of us five are in shock. I never thought about not having her here with us. She has been our center.  

          Tony called Jack when he heard about the accident and he said he was snowed in and would try to come down but he never made it. I haven't talked to him since he went home. I have put him out of my mind for awhile, I can't deal with him now.

           Sally's attorney called me to inform me of Sally's actions and requests. When Sally bought her Condo we have been living in, she put it in hers and my name and it now belongs to me. Her photography business belongs to me now because it has always been in both of our names. Her business account and her personal savings account and her personal checking account is in both our names. She has made several investments over the last several years and my name is on everything she has purchased. She has  left everything to me with out telling me. It will be several days before she can give me an inventory of her assets but there is over four  million in the three bank accounts at this moment. I can't keep up with everything that is happening. My best friend is gone and I will miss her forever.

           Tony brought Pizza for our dinner. He is in a state of shock, I hugged him when he arrived here and he broke into tears on my shoulder. He has loved her as I have loved her. She will be missed by all.... I love you Sally..........KB