I think I have a grip on myself and what is going on around me now. So I am going to try this again. The loss of Sally has hurt everyone around here but we will recover and get on with our lives, we must. I met Jennie several times since I have been here. I thought she was Sally's Manager of her Studio, well she is but she is a lot more. She is an attorney and she worked for Sally on salary and she does Sally's books and she works for Jack on salary. She is a partner in several investments with Jack and Sally which are mine now and she is good with all of it. Sally trusted her with everything. Sally told her a long time ago that she wanted me to have her share if anything happened to her, Jack knew it before Jennie did. I have talked to Jack several times in the last few days about business but nothing about him and I. He is still at his ranch because of the snow.

        Over the last several days I have learned why Sally likes Jennie so much. First, they worked together almost ten years and are very good friends. Jennie manages all of Sally's business affairs, she writes all the checks for everything. She sets up all the photo shoots she deals with all the clients and make all the contracts. She loves doing it and Sally hated that part of the business. She just wanted to be behind the camera and that is Ok. Jennie was hoping I would take Sally's place and I have. I proved myself before Sally died with everyone and everything is working Ok.

        Jennie took me to the bank and we took Sally's name off of the commercial account and the personal account and The savings account. Mine was already on everything. Jennie did all the paperwork for the Bank. Jennie and my name is on the Commercial account. She gave me an envelope with a password and a Key to the safe deposit box. We went to the vault and the box was brought out to us. We opened it, Jennie was surprised at the size of it. We counted two point five million in cash and  jewelry that she bought and her parents jewelry and the insurance appraisal. One point two million. The Commercial account has about one hundred thousand, the personal about two point five million and the savings account has two point five million in it. Jennie said that was way more than she thought. The flat is valued at just over two point two million and that is cheap at even today's rates. Jennie said the partnership value changes all the time but the last time Jack played around with it he said it is worth between fifteen and twenty million split three ways. He told me and Jennie yesterday that he would buy our shares or sell his to us for Seven million if we wanted, that would be fair for all involved. We said we wanted to leave it alone for now. He said, Good choice. I moved my checking account from Las Vegas when I moved here. It has Just over one point six million and I moved it into this savings account. Jennie checked my Vegas holdings with the IRS at three to five million. Jack told me that he would trade me his share of the investment company for my Vegas property. and I would hold two thirds control. He said he could turn around and sell my Vegas property for three or four times its worth and split the profit with me. I said to go ahead and do it.

         Bobbie and Kit are staying close to home lately. Christine has been off work because of the weather and hanging out at our place. Tony has been busy with the pizza palace, sales have been great he said. He wants to open another place in the spring. He has been coming by almost every day, He is still having a tough time. Bobbie and Kit sleep with me every night, We talk allot about everything but the economy and politics seem to dominate our conversations. Sex comes up often. Sometimes When I go to sleep Bobbie and Kit make out and fuck with each other some times they wake me up but I pretend to be asleep. They need to do it. I just can't get in the mood yet.......KB