Everyone was out having fun yesterday and came home late. Jack came to visit me about ten last night and just wanted to talk so we moved to the terrace and watched the city. I asked him what he's been working on at the ranch? I have been building two P-51 racers for a guy in Canada and I am about finished with my B-25 It will be my "Personal Plane" That's good you have wanted it for a long time, I would like to have a plane some day. Kay, Jenny said you're working on a special project. Yes I am and I love everything about it. We're building about one thousand low income houses in a man made forest. We are using trust money and setting up a foundation with what's left for other projects. There are other properties to build on also. How is the Florida project doing. They're selling as fast as they're being finished and the contractor is ahead of schedule.

          You didn't come all this way to talk about the Florida project. Kay you have done really good for yourself. Jenny has kept me informed about everyone out here. Are you going back to New York soon?  Spring is lovely in New York and I want to see it blossom out, yes I will be going back soon.  We have a bathing suit shoot to do next week and after that I want to see my place that Betty did for me. I know everyone else will go after the shoot but I may wait a week or so because of this special project.

          Do we have any thing going between us any more? I guess so, Jack Why? I like you a lot and I don't want to lose you. Am I a toy? No, Kay I don't mean it that way at all. I would like to be more than friends. You like me? Yes I do. But you don't love me? No I didn't say that. You want me to be your Fuck buddy? Everyone likes sex don't they? Yes we do, But it's nice to love and be loved with the one your having sex with and we are past all of that. Kay I want to be around you and spend time with you. Jack I fell for you in a big way, but now I see who you really are. You are a nice guy but you like to keep every one at arm's reach all the time. Even your wife still loves you but you won't let her or anyone else close to you and that includes me, so where do I stand? about an arm's length away from you. Yes you're right Kay, I don't know what's wrong with me. Jack I don't want your money. Come here. I opened my safe to him. There is Ten million in here and over seven more in my safe deposit box and about twenty five in checking in New York And close to a hundred million in checking here. And this deal I'm working on could make me another seventy million. I have become a magnet to money, in the last year It flows to me. When I met you, you were rich to me. Kay you are worth more than me now. And, money doesn't mean so much to me anymore,  it seems to be just a means to an end and that's all. You're right, Kay, that's all it is. I never dreamed I would be so rich, and all the people around me are truly my friends regardless of my money. They all look up to you, Kay and they love you. I know they do, and Tony and Jenny love you too, Jack. I still love you too but not in the way you want me to.  I'm going to turn in, I will see you in the morning, Good night Jack. Good night Kay. 
          For lunch today we all had "Mob boss" pizza in my place and we all were there including Joe and Fay. My place was full of laughter and I won't ever forget it. Jack, George and Tony flew out this afternoon and Bobby was heart broken over Tony. She is still in love with him,  I think he loves her too, and he said he would deliver pizza's any time we wanted it. I will hold him to that..........KB