April 14, 2009
 
           We left the bank and went home. Bob had told me that I was looking at around Two hundred million for this project and I understood he had about thirty million over that but almost one hundred million, I was not expecting that at all. Fay said she can't handle this at all, I have more money than I need already. I don't want any more. Mr. Shields told me he was relieved by not having the money anymore. It has been a burden for years. It's a very large responsibility.
           I put the suitcase on my bed when I came home and after awhile I started thinking about it. What did he want to give me? I went in and opened it. It looked to be full of towels. Laying on top was an envelope. I opened it and there was a key and a note. This is a key to my home, You are welcome to anything in it you would like. Dispose of any thing you don't want. I will not be coming back. I will be on a cruise ship. My cancer will be taking me in a few short weeks and I would rather die on a cruise ship than in a hospital somewhere. I have pain medicine and I will be fine. Thank you Miss Brown for allowing me to put all my burdens on you and I know you will do a good job on the housing project. Your responsibility is great but you are young and strong of mind and body and you will do much better than I ever could. Spend my money as if it was yours because now it is yours. So please enjoy it or put it in the foundation and help people, its all up to you. With all the luck in the world, Good bye. Don Shields.
          I removed the towel and there was another larger envelope, These are my rentals and the names of the people who rent them and the maintenance people who work for me and the rental agents who collect the money for me. The red box contains things of mine, my wife's and my two children's. The blue box contains things of my mother's my father's and my three brothers. The brown box was my grandmother's and grandfather's and their three boys' things. The small black box was my great grandfathers things. I opened the red box first. There were wedding rings for both he and his wife, a UCLA ring of his daughter and two high school rings of the two children and several other rings,  birthstone rings and an engagement ring of his daughter's. Several necklaces one pearl and one diamond with a matching bracelet, several school medals from sports events, and several letters. I opened the blue box next. It had rings from the boys, one from Harvard one from UCLA and three sets of wedding rings, one set of rings were the parents wedding rings. There were medals from WWII and Vietnam and pictures of children and couples in wedding dress and military uniforms. There were three bundles of letters for the boys and their wives when they were at war.  The family had served their country well. Two boys didn't come home from Vietnam.
          The brown box contained his grandparents and family things. There were pictures of WWI soldiers, medals and family pictures and a set of rings that were both bands and a locket and many letters and  some baby teeth and a railroad watch and some jacks an old top and some marbles. And a small porcelain doll. The small black box was his great grandfather's. There were deeds to several properties from a Spanish land grant and a  Civil War buckle and a few medals from the north and several letters and a locket with two pictures in it and a derringer. In the bottom of the suitcase were papers and a Shirley Temple doll in a box and there were six complete coin collections of pennies, nickels, dimes quarters half dollars and the last one of dollar coins. They all ended in the sixties. A bag of gold coins, thirty-two twenty dollar gold coins and about a hundred gold and silver mixed coins the newest 1910. There are Two pistols, a thirty-two colt single action and a Navy Colt from the Civil War and some baby clothes wrapped in cellophane. A family bible with birth dates and wedding dates and death dates.
           The things people save tell a story of a lifetime and in this suitcase covering five or six lifetimes. I put everything back in the suitcase and put it in the top of my closet. It will have to wait for another time. In the next few days I will start the Shields Foundation and get a contract started for the Project. I am tired and complicated at the moment. And I want to rest..........KB
         

 

 
 

 

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