April 22, 2009
 
          Stan called me from San Diego last night wanting to have dinner. I was so busy getting ready to leave that I forgot to tell him I was going to New York. We talked for over an hour and made a date for Sunday night. We talked about the project for a while and our past relationships and he told me he had never really had a long relationship. With college and architect college and studying at the Frank Lloyd Wright institute in Arizona He has always been in school or working. He said girls were too demanding on his time but now he was getting older and thinking about building his dream home, he has been thinking about someone to share it with. I asked him right out, Having the ability to suck yourself, have you had sexual relationships with other men? You're really up front aren't you he said, yes I have had my share of encounters with friends over the years but I like women and men at times and I consider myself bisexual and I have no problem sharing sex with both sexes. Women are really turned on to my cock and in college several guys wanted to experiment with me. I was the largest cock in the showers when I was in school and all the girls knew it too.
          He seemed a little irritated but when I told him about Sally and myself he was confused some. When I said I was born a boy and transitioned over the last ten years he became very serious and asked, You have no vagina? No I said. No testes and a very small penis that stays hidden most if the time. But you have pussy lips? No just foreskin that is visible most of the time. You're very shapely and more feminine than most women. I was a skinny kid growing up and had my testes removed when I went on hormone therapy at the advise of my doctor and I started spreading out and taking on the female shape and softer skin, not long ago had breast augmentation. I have never had hair removal done because I never shaved growing up and have very little body hair. The hormone treatment has done the rest. Your voice is so natural and everything...I am lucky in many ways. I was a show girl in Las Vegas for many years and I had so much help from the other girls all the time with makeup and clothes and many never knew I was a boy. I have passed ever since high school. Kay, I am pleased to have met you. I am honored to know have known you and I hope I am able to be your friend for a long time. You have done a lot in your lifetime so far and Bob has told me why you are doing this Shields Project. It is a good thing and you will be helping a lot of people in their time of need for a very long time.
         We chatted for a while longer and he confessed all kinds of things to me about his past and I did too about things that really didn't matter to me and he liked talking about sex and at one point he told me he was masturbating and he had taken all of his clothes off while we were talking. Soon we said good bye and hung up. Thinking back I can see he is much more enthused in our project And he had told me at one point some ideas he wanted to talk to me about. I had mentioned Sea Ranch California to him and he became all excited, he would like to take a trip up there to see the results of the architecture over the past fifty years. Sea Ranch was a center point of his Life concerning architecture for a long time. I told him I would like our grounds and streets to mimic Sea Ranch. Bob had never mentioned it to him.
         Talking to the girls, it seams Jenny is the only one going back to San Diego with me and they all have work to do in the studio now and there are several Shoots coming up to do but they may do some in Florida and some in San Diego. For now I will see what today brings my way besides lunch with Jenny.........KB
         

 

 
 

 

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