April 23, 2009
 
           Stan called me again and wanted to know more of my ideas about the street lighting and outside house lighting. He wants everything on paper for the building dept. He is ready to apply for permits and is going to need money as soon as I return. Then he wanted to talk about me and him. So Kay you must tell me some of your experiences as a transsexual. I did adult standup comedy until about two years ago and I did very well. I had stopped because my parents died and I made a lot of changes and moved to New York. I was trying to start back into it when Sally, my best friend for over twenty years was killed in a highway accident. Now I don't think I ever will do it again. My life is so complicated now and I don't need the money. Have you had many boyfriends? Yes I have, like any other girl I have my secrets and you have your secrets too. I told you alot of mine last night and you told me a few of yours, do you feel you can share any more with me? What would you like to know?
          I have never known anyone like you I could talk to and I am very curious about many things and I know everytime you meet someone new, you probably go through the same questions. Yes your right I do. You said you have no pussy so you have anal sex with all your boyfriends? I have oral and anal depending on the situation. Like In the pool with you, oral was appropriate for that situation. If we had been in my bedroom We could've taken a shower and I could've cleaned myself before if necessary. Ok, I see, so your comfortable with anal sex? Yes and many real girls prefer anal or use it rather than birth control. Some of the models I have known Have told me it feels about the same, "Front or back it's all the same", and Sally started screwing me when I was about fourteen and I learned to really love letting her fuck me. Over the years it became a natural thing to do. Ok what about you Stan, how do you like anal sex?
           Well...a..I have had it that way a few times and its not too bad. I had a girlfriend that liked to fist fuck me and she liked being fist fucked also. So we did each other for a long time. I got hit on by one boy in high school and he wanted to suck me off all the time, One night I was out partying alone when I ran into him and he wanted to play with me so I went to his place and he played with my dick and sucked me for a while then he wanted to fuck me. I had played around a couple of other times so I let him fuck me. His dick was bigger than mine and I thought he was going to kill me but after awhile it started feeling really good and he fucked me for about a half an hour and he said he came three times and I came once while I was on my stomach. After that I let him fuck me a few times and I told him I wanted to fuck him and he wanted nothing to do with that. I continued letting him fuck me for about a year and one day his mother came home early and caught him fucking me and that was the last time. My friend jumped up and ran to the bathroom and I got up to get dressed and she ask me if I had ever had sex with an older woman and I said no. She walked over to me and took hold of my cock and led me to her bedroom and proceeded to suck me and jack me and when I wad good and hard she told me to lay down and she squat down on my cock and fucked me for over a half hour. When she was finished she told me she would call me. I fucked her until graduation and all summer at least once a week, some times twice.
         Kay, You told me you have never been married, was that true? Oh yes it's true. I don't think I could do it unless I had a vagina, it wouldn't be fair. Ok Stan, When did you suck yourself the first time? That's hard to answer. When I was about twelve I became aware of sex and my dick was about eight inches already My sister is five years older than me and she would have slumber parties with her girlfriends. We shared a room and we each had a three quarter bed. One night, Ann my sister and her girlfriend, Terry were fooling around with each other and they wanted me to play too. I had seen both of them naked several times and they had seen me too. I got in bed with them and Terry played with my dick for awhile and she slipped under the covers and sucked me some then Ann sucked me some. She told me not to tell and I could fuck Terry. I promised and I fucked her for a long time then I fucked Ann for a while but I never came. Over the next year I fucked them both several times and several other girlfriends of my sister. One night I had a really strange feeling and my nuts swelled up and really hurt. Terry was there and she said she knew what to do. She started sucking me, After a while I started to pulsate and I came in her mouth and she kissed me and made me swallow it all. She said by swallow it all my nuts will never hurt again. On my thirteenth birthday my dick was over nine inches and I could not get enough pussy so I started sucking my dick and cuming in my own mouth. most girls would let me cum in there mouth so I did it too.
         It's your turn Kay. Well, like I said Sally was my first sex partner then we started double dating guys and we both easily passed as girls. We would make out until they were worked up and sometimes I would jack them off and let them cum in my mouth or if we had the room I would tell them they could fuck my ass so I wouldn't get pregnant and after a few dates they wanted to fuck my ass or let me suck them off. Sally was in the back seat doing the same thing. Most high school guys would cum in a Kleenex on about the fifth stroke if I didn't want to do anything with them. Sally had a couple of guys that she would fuck when we went out but they kept our secret and she would fuck them good. I was making out with a guy one night and he slipped in and found my dick and he wanted to suck me, so I let him and he was Ok with it and later I let him fuck me several times.
        Stan, I need to go to bed, I will talk to you tomorrow and you come up with questions and I will try to answer them for you. Thank you Kay I will call you tomorrow night, Good night. Good night, Stan...........KB
         

 

 
 

 

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