November 8, 2008
Jack came back yesterday and he came over today and we went to lunch at Chowders restaurant. I knew he was going to tell me that he didn't want to see me anymore. He said his wife split with her boyfriend and she was a mess. With all the extra money around they started using drugs. Just recreationally and then he started going to work stoned and he was fired. He took off with her money and now he is in jail. She will get most of her money back after he goes to trial. She wanted me to bail him out. She is still in the same house and I offered to move her anywhere she wanted to go and she said I will be right here when he gets out. I am sorry for her but there is nothing I can do for her, he said. I asked him how are you doing Jack. Kay you were right. I enjoy having sex with you and it doesn't bother me because you are a woman all over and to everyone. But when I went down on you, at the time I enjoyed it but after, the word, Homo hit me hard, when I fucked you in the ass it was no problem but sucking your dick made me feel so foreign to myself, but when you do me it is wonderful. I can't let it go, I feel every one is looking at me and thinking homo. I feel so dirty sometimes and I don't know why. I can't shake it. Jack what else happened up there? Amos and the crew have been working on several projects. Amos and I went to Texas and I few a fire fighter bomber back to the ranch Its a B-25 J with twin Cyclone engines. We are balancing and adding turbochargers to improve the performance, mileage and range. This will be my personal aircraft. I'm hoping for a range over two thousand miles at a cruising speed of three hundred plus mph. We are getting a P-51 ready to sell, It will be going to Las Vegas air show for the next race. There are several other projects we're working on. As for everyone up there everyone is healthy and doing good. Mini asked about you and I told her you were doing good and you had a boob job and she said, She could use a little help in that department, I sure like that girl, you bring her back to see me. I told her I would. Kay about the other thing In the past I have wondered about having sex with a guy but I would just let it go. One time in the college dorm room several of us were partying and I passed out and some time later I kind of woke up and a guy was sucking me off and I passed out again and later my roommate told me that two guys had went down on me that night, I was told I had the biggest dick in the dorm and they wanted to see it. Tony and I have dated transexuals several times and usually they will do oral sex because they want to and I have wondered about doing it to them but I never did. Now since I did you I have been thinking about doing it all the time. There is nothing wrong with having sex with someone, Jack. What you do in the privacy of your own space is only yours and your partners business. Ok Jack Let me get this straight. You are afraid someone will find out that you gave me a blow job? No, you are a girl no one cares what I do with you. Do you want to go down on some one besides me? I don't know, I think about it alot. But I fear the Homo stigma. Almost every man and every woman has had some kind of encounter with the same sex, we're all curious and we're all human. Some of us just accept it easier than others. So what do you want to do Jack? Do you want to try it again with me? or Sally? or Tony? Or some one else? or play with some dildos? That's an Idea, a dildo. Do you want to buy a couple of dildos? Yes maybe that will be fun. We finished lunch and George dropped us off at The Flat and George left and we took my car and drove to the Toy store and looked around. I asked the girl for a bag and she handed me one. We picked out a six inch a seven an eight a nine a ten and a twelve inch dildos, they all were the very soft kind. We bought some Ky lube, and a box of poppers and we headed to Jacks office. In his bedroom I asked Jack for some scissors and I cut the plastic packaging away and put them in the sink and washed them off and filled the sink with hot water. What are you doing Kay? The hot water will make them softer and warm more fun to play with. We undressed and took a shower and dried each other off and Jack had a standing hard on. Lets fuck right now. No Jack, later, right now were on a mission. I wrapped the dildos in a towel and with the lube and poppers we laid across the bed. Ok here is the six inch. What do you want me to do? I take out the seven and put some lube on it. hold it up. I put lube on his Now do this. I sucked it into my mouth and spread the lube around with my tongue and fucked my mouth, Now you do it. Well.... a... Don't be shy Jack just do it. He did it a few strokes and he said give me that one so we traded and we both did to again. What do you think Jack? Give me a bigger one. this is the eight inch. I lubed it and spread the lube with my tongue and give it to him. I think it's too big. Ok wait a minute Have you ever done poppers Jack? what is that? Ooook, I took one out of the box, this is a popper I will crush it and you will smell of it first you will take a couple of real deep breaths and you will let the last one all the way out and I will crush one and you inhak\le, it will smell very strong but just do it won't hurt you and you will enjoy it. Its not a drug and its legal. As soon as you breathe in hold your breath and then, go down on the dildo. Ok, I got it. Two deep breaths... Now let it all out, pop... Breath in..... Hold it now go down . He went down and he started going in and out and he started a little faster and soon he was swallowing it to the base and then more strokes and about two minutes passed and he stopped. Wow, that was fantastic, The Transsexuals use those, now I know why. Give me a bigger one. this is a nine inch, are you sure? I lubed it and handed it to him. Ok I'm ready. He took a deep breath and let it all out I popped it and he took it all in and he started down oh the dildo he stroked it several times going deeper and deeper and then slowly he slid all the way down on it and stroked there gently and then long strokes way up and way down. I was getting hot watching him. Several more deep strokes and he stopped and said, Wow I love that I feel like my mouth is a pussy getting stretched and fucked ,but it feels good. He still had a hard on, It was peeking out on his side, Roll over Jack. I took a popper and popped it and breathed it in and took his cock in my hand and started sucking him. Soon I was swallowing him down my throat and still sucking for more and after about a minute he went off down my throat, I came up enough for air and down to his balls again, I sucked and stroked for another five minutes and he was done. It was about four in the afternoon and he was sound asleep. I played with his cock for a while and sucked it some more but he was sleeping sound. I dressed and left a note for him to call me when he woke and I drove home. Sally was home when I arrived and she ask me how lunch went? Jack is confused about everything, He has no Idea what he wants. Sounds like a Man. We both laughed and I went to clean up. Sally came in and sit and took a leak while I washed my face and put my makeup on. What do you want to do for dinner, Kay? Its Saturday night. Lets go to Tony's and have Pizza. Sounds good to me. Did the girls finish there room. Yes come take a look. They were going to her old place and pick up a few personal keepsakes and some other things. And leave a note saying it has not been fun, hope I don't see you. Trash what you don't want. Bye. Call Kit and see if they want to meet us at Tony's? They are on there way. I'm ready, are you ready. I'm ready.
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