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December 7, 2008
Pearl Harbor day. We did three more photo shoots and they were very successful for everyone. I am working with Sally all the time now and Bobby is modeling with Kit whenever we need them and Bobby is helping behind the camera also. They are very happy and going good. Sally is still moving slow, she is out of her cast and doing fine, She lost most of her muscle tone in her legs and it will take several weeks to regain her former self. Jack has been very busy with work and his planes lately so I haven't seen much of him lately. Sally and I have been eating at Mr. Lee's and the deli restaurant on the ground floor ever since her accident. Several days ago Big John told me a new girl moved in on the second floor and she is kind of like me He said, You know what I mean she was once a boy, I think, she has come in a few times for dinner and she is always alone. Yesterday I ran into her at the deli and I smiled at her and she turned away and went to the elevator home. she passes good but she was easy for me to read. This morning I went down for a paper and ran into her again, This time I said, Hello I'm Kay, I live just under the restaurant upstairs on the twelfth floor. I heard you just moved in and I put out my hand to her. She kind of stopped in her tracks and stuttered out her name. I'm ..a..My name ..a..is Christine Lewis, just Chris. Hi Chris, Kay Brown. It's nice to meet you. Nice to meet you too. Do you write, I mean are you a writer? The diary, are you that Kay Brown? Yes I am, that Kay Brown. It's so nice to meet you, you're almost famous, I mean You know what I mean. we are both laughing. I'm sorry, I have never met someone like you. Is it all real what you write? The boat trip and all that stuff? Yes it is, only the names are changed to protect the innocent, like dragnet, we laugh more. Do you really live with three other people and one has a broken leg and all that stuff? yes its all true. But you're really a woman aren't you. No I was born male. Kay, you are beautiful. Thank you. I live on the second floor. Would you like to come up? My place is kind of a mess, I have only been here for a week and I'm still unpacking and looking for furniture. We went to her place and she showed me around. Her place is on the other end of the building facing the same way as ours but the floor plan is opposite of ours. We chatted for a while and she said she moved across the river because she wanted to buy a place and she found this one. She was renting a few blocks from the airport where Jack keeps his plane. Kay, I have read all of your diary and all about you and Sally and everybody. I feel like I know all of you. You are like my Transsexual hero, we are laughing and giggling. How long have you been a T girl? Well I was a crossdresser from about ten, I'm thirty three now and I did my boobs because of you, the week after you did. Are you full time now? Yes, kind of for the last two years. With this new place I am full time. I have a job in an advertising company and I have been full time TG there for two years. There are seven people that work in the office and we all get along good and my boss is a woman and she is great. She thinks TGs don't get the breaks they need to express themselves. Chris, Sally is up stars come up and meet her, she is very nice, you will like her. We go up and into our flat and Sally is on the terrace. Hi Sally, I'm back, I want you to meet someone. This is Chris Lewis. Chris, Sally Smith. Hello. Hi Chris Nice to meet you. Excuse me for not standing, I'm not moving very fast right now. A broken Leg? Yes, how did you Know? We laugh, The Diary. I have only had the cast off for a few days... Yes I read all about it. We giggle Wow, this is an awesome view I love this place. I face that building and all I see is the street. You look over everything. The view of the river is beautiful. I lived over there someplace before moving here. Sally, Chris moved in to a second story flat about a week ago. I do love my new place here. Chris come and I will show you around. That is Sally's room and this is mine and the girls, Bobby and Kit are in there. and the kitchen is like yours. I love the way you have furnished your place. Sally did it before I moved in, oh that's right I remember, the girls did their own room. Did Jack give all of you New Mercedes? Well, yes everyone on the trip. Bobby didn't go with us. Kit and Bobby came home and I introduced everyone. Chris, Bobby and Kit all hit it off instantly and in a short while all went down to Chris' flat to see it. I stayed with Sally and started talking about something for lunch. What do you want Sally? Call George and see if he will drive and I will buy and we can all go to Chowders and we will see if the girls want to come along too. George picked us up for lunch and joined us at Chowders. Chris said, I really didn't think all of this was real. George and the Limo rides and the restaurant are all this. We started talking about cross dressing and transsexuals. and the difference in people in this community such as Gay and lesbians. Sally said most all people have had sexual encounters with people of their sex but maybe they aren't gay. Kit added that most gay people are to controlling of others, men have always tried to control me in the relationships I have been in. Until the recent past, men have made most of the money and they are really trying to control where the money goes and that transfers to trying to control who spends it, George said. Lesbians try to control there partners also. I ask, do you think it's the same thing as a heterosexual relationship? maybe its insecurities in all relationships that cause the controlling factor or is it jealousy. It seems to me no one wants to lose there partners in any relationship, if they are secure and comfortable with there partner, I said, and I have heard that men have a relationship for sex and women have sex for the relationship. Chris added, that's true or is it women have sex so they can make love. Kit added, women can climax by making love with out having sex. I do that all the time, Bobby said. I always wanted to be a woman and have sex as a woman but I also find I still love screwing other people too so am I a bisexual transsexual? Sally ask. I don't know the answer to your question but labels are easy to apply to anyone but it doesn't make it so, I said, most everyone may seem bisexual to some and straight to others and most all of us are insecure in ourselves or in our relationships at times and being insecure does not make us less of a person or gay or something with a label, I said. Two people having sex is good for you, sex is the most important thing in most peoples lives, added Sally, It is in mine. Keeping everything in perspective is important in keeping our sanity and a good sex life helps us to keep that perspective even if it is masturbation, Kit added. After another hour of talking we returned home. Chris was so impressed with lunch and George and her first Limo ride, She had a very good time. She is home now, Kit and Bobby are with her at her place. Sally is reading and I am finishing my last catch up E-mail of my diary, now they will be in a new format as you will see.